[Verse] I blinked and a week went by blinked again, it was Thursday Bet that if I closed my eyes for a second it’ll be my 28th birthday – fuck! Motivation has run dry say “life goes fast” but life ain’t fast in fact, it’s more like a mudslide Take me back to when I loved life: young, dumb and gung ho; pissing rays of sunshine and everyday was a surprise with a finger on the trigger of the fun times ‘cause ever since, I’ve lost friends and become a bit gun shy. Finger on the pulse to run, hide stay locked inside ‘til the pain subsides a few friendships run aground self-esteem in a downpour each weekend in the house, on the couch thinking “I should really get out more.” Instead, I went to bed; slept eighteen hours last night this “bachelor pad” is a river in which I cast my sad life. A seat on the train, trained on the window watching the world just pass by butterflies become bullets, fingers crossed on a crash ‘cause I’d rather die or soak in rye then try to forget the past can’t stand to look in the mirror without hating what’s in the glass change the channel, tune out. There isn’t much to see. No one watches anymore. Nope. Not even me. I saw my ratings drop like my will to live on tug of war between life and death like a game of ping pong. Spring’s gone; count the year in sitcoms. I weigh my worth by everything I did wrong I don’t own enough digits. Yea, I’ll be home for Christmas Alone and itching in this self-inflicted prison But- [Hook] I'd rather die than draw inside the lines So I bide my time playing hide n seek Whether I'm at home, or you're on your phone Every single one of us is running I'd rather die than draw inside the lines Life is a lie with no apology Whether I'm at home, or you're on your phone Every single one of us is fucked So I just- [Bridge] Work, eat, sleep, repeat (x3) Sleep, repeat, sleep, sleep [Verse] Toes float in a shallow existence No proof of life or innocence Caterpillar caught in a chrysalis Self-arrest lead to false imprisonment – fuck! You know what? Fuck everything Falling on my weaponry for a fourth of a century It’s only gotten worse living separately; co-dependency Assuming treachery when she ain’t texting me Say “truth will set you free.” Another lie. I’d be a butterfly – still a centipede take me back to “carpe diem” before this so-called freedom shots and nachos for breakfast, watching Hulu and Netflix, abandoning all my friendships. Just me and my dog sleeping daylight off Poor puppy. If he could, he’d leave me ‘cause loving me ain’t easy I don’t know, blame my bad blood panic attack in the bathtub on my birthday too much booze, too many mushrooms and no one here to run to the walls keep creeping closer. All I want is sleep but can’t until I’m sober I’m camper shell over shallow grave used to think me brave but I’m just a fucking toaster 7-Eleven is my adventure and rarely worth the effort (Fuck) takes a month to touch the dumpster 40 feet from my front door. It’s not that I like staying in just dislike leaving much more. The news is toxic. “Blood, guts and gore!” That’s dog shit. The world is such a bore it’s a chore to chat with strangers. Always in danger of running into one of my neighbors so I just stay home and make my own excitement. There’s a fat party at my place and it’s only me and Ryot [Hook] [Bridge]

[Verse] Breakfast burritos and blue hair Seeing Sage Francis in Reno with Who Cares Photos taken of us planking, mochi and mushrooms If you're a snake, I'm a crocodile; matching tattoos Ring finger hearts: 10 bucks apiece Milpitas for a week: fireworks, nude beach You called me the glue that kept us stuck I was the first one phoned when you lost your skunk Two Kicking Chickens - let's get retarded Taught each other cuss words in kindergarten Sleds, snorkels, shaved legs and 3-ways Hangovers for Christmas and "Cold" from Crossfade "My dick bigger than a bridge" Donuts once a week and a key to my crib Campfire songs - your beats, my words On a list of producers, I'm putting you first A fishing trip on a makeshift pirate ship Taking a piss, getting ghost pepper on your dick When giving me shit, you're a heartless prick That's why I love you. No matter how hard you hit Aqua Teen, Jesus Saves - "ow, my Playstation!" Water and graffiti under the bridge "Hey, you with the hair!" "Naaaked" It's L-E-P and JP the Kid [Hook] x2 To all my friends both old and new The few that left, the slew that stayed true: For all the shit I put you through This one's for you [Verse] I remember LA like it was yesterday; Amateurs in Dodge Challengers, 3 Days Grace Peanut butter, chocolate chips and mushrooms Pistol Pete and Pablo blessing the booze A fast-paced race on the hood of my Camry We cared about nothing and we were happy Rock Band and Redline, Batman and Superman Papers past bedtime, no thought of future plans You had patience with my flagrant hatred of the beep When I drank a fifth of vodka and puked in my sleep We had dreams of faking our deaths You bought me a bandanna the day we met You'd shoot a Fruit Loop into my eyeball, I'd scare the whores away with a blow-up doll A winter without heat was a minor setback Same thing when the cops thought we had a meth lab At first, it hurt seeing you on that I.V. Thinking "no, you can't go! You're my P.I.C!" Remember when that huge dildo went missing? We looked everywhere and never found out who did it I couldn't thank you enough for saving my raps I'm sorry I snitched when I saw you in that crash When she cheated, you were right there plank side The same way I wanted to be when Tank died [Hook] x2 [Verse] Do you remember your 21st birthday or how we hated each other in 3rd grade? Now we argue over which one of us is the best Through "Vampires," "Meth" and whatever's next It hurt when I heard you went to prison I won't forget our summer without shoes I could've taken a minute to visit full of backpacks, brawls, bad calls and bold moves You're the number one ninja in my book back flips, the cave; you taught me to be brave and everyone knows about the bike you took And we say "hi" and "bye" with a punch in the face You made me squeal like a pig and yell "rape" And took me to my first and only rave You guys dressed up like robbers and blind-sided me I almost forgot that. Thanks for reminding me Hey yo, te extrano, mi amigo I miss hitting on chicks and trips to Chico From pissing down slides to spitting out rhymes You always let me be me, bro The two man tribe getting live at the casino The kind of money I could never spend Gangsters and goofballs; Wasp and the gringo I only wish I was a better friend