Nihilist, survivalist
Ha! I'm no survivalist
I'd rather read about 'em
than throw books into a fire pit
Wanna inspire kids. That won't happen
Truth be told: my truth is old.
This is what a liar is
Plus, who the fuck would admire this?
Rules are made to break - so are hearts
My insides work fine but I'm missing vital parts
If you've got the time I could find 'em
but they'd be "a la carte"
Robin Williams died now suicide's an art
Reality's a farce, a fallacy at large
Buried faces in the oasis
but always seeming parched
To the mirage they march
Bottled fear put in mass production
I sit for the flag so assume I stand for nothing
Queries and theories never come to fruition
And I'm selfish. Like wasting my kids college tuition
Which is funny. Hate money but need it to survive
who gives a fuck? I don't believe in being alive
No hell or steps in Zepplin's stairs
Only time I prayed was over pizza
and a pregnancy scare
Prayer don't work. It's a fucking fairy fable
Well-aware I'm an asshole
but don't believe in labels
Passive and yet, I tend to pack the punches
Laid back and level yet, I'm always mad at something
Raised under the rays of liars so I aspire to speak honestly
When I say "it's a fact. I can't rap"
they just think it's modesty
but it's true. This album's horse shit
That's why it's free
I don't endorse it, so don't support it
and if you don't torch it
I'll assume you lied to me
Marriage is for sheep, love is for suckers
Only thing I love are drugs and booze
They boost my mood and dissolve the structures
I don't believe in decency or leniency
I've heard to be loving
but it seems to me there's no need to be
And I don't believe in family
'cause family don't believe in me

Those that love me ask how I walk away so easily
'cause I've watched so many flee the scene
"the scene" being me
I've grown prone to people leaving me
You won't see me under the grieving tree
It's an important piece of me.
It's essential to my health
But I don't believe in anything
Not even myself.